Not much success in my life. So close to being crushed by the oncoming trucks of despair and poverty. After months of bumming and jobless and surviving solely on relatives' kindness, finally got myself a shitty job. Lo and behold.... education consultant aka annoying sales/marketing ass. Hu-bloody-rray.

Thursday would be my first day in paid employment. Hopefully I don't screw things up, else I'd be eating shit for the next few months or so.

Sigh. Comforting myself that this is just a start. What the heck, its a freaking good start I'd say, seeing what a loser I am. With my qualifications, I dare not tackle "better" jobs. Yeah call me coward. ~!@#$%^&* There's a bloody good long story behind the cowardice, the lack of confidence, the low self-esteem, blah blah blaahh. And I don't intend on going into it now.

Been drowning my misery in Dan Brown's works. For the record, I completed Angels and Demons and Digital Fortress all in less than a week. That's how aimless and useless I have been. Stuffing my lard-filled form with more lard and hiding away in my room with my head buried in books. That's practically what I did for the past months, apart from occasional out jobhunting, limteh-ings and gatherings with successful in-pace friends.

Gaahhh... I need a life!

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